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The Rules to rightfully claim this award are--

1. You must thank the person who gave me the award and list their blog and link it
    thanks to Chhaya for tagging me...
   
     
    AS you told how can i deny Chhaya as your words mean a lot to me :)

2. You must list 10 honest things about yourself
    Just trying :) honestly ....
3. You must put a copy of Honest Scrap logo on your blog

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4. You must select at least 7- 8 other worthy bloggers and list their links
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5. You must notify the bloggers of the award and hopefully they will follow the above three requirements also.

10. honest thing about you

1.I'm really simple and love to be simple and you will find a smile always in my face - when i feel something is complicated in somebody's behaviour i just keep quite to avoid

2.I just want to get in touch with all my old friends in fact those friends who are close to me i just be in touch and you can imagine my happiness at that hour :)

3.Missing my father in my all success as he is no more ...feel like as if he is still their to listen my words...

4.I used to talk with few of the virtual friends whose mentality just matched with mine at least once over phone :) I used to wish and  give presents to all my near and dear as well as to my friends in their birth day and also in their special occasion.

5.I just Love to write ...so came to this blogging world to express myself ...and will be remain here in the blogging world

6.I've interest in gardening so used to buy plants and love to spend time for their good growth...searching good fertilizer etc.

7.I've weakness towards some hand made decorative things...so i used to invent few decorative things using simple things...i'll add few snaps :), and also i give my design to tailor to make my new dress...

8.If i'm busy for something then my mind take rest only when i finished the task or else i 'm not able to sleep also ...:)...

9.Love to meet my grandmother in my every visit to my native place...her smiling face and sweet voice and her hand made recipes i just love those...in fact i love to help old people...really happy to serve for them :)

10.For me, my kids are every thing and i feel as if i'm also a kid with them i used to preserve their painting, their toys, their teddy bears etc...so that when they will grow  up they can happy to see those...



I'm tagging  abanerji , IdleMind , Zero , inktank , Its my life

Happiness

Happiness is such a word which we need to feel ...and happiness mean a lot to all ....

Few of my happiness...

1. When i used to talk to my grand mother...i'm so happy and talking so loudly that i forget where i'm....:)

2. When i used to go out with my family ...i just enjoy each and every moment...

3. When i was kid i love to eat chicken curry made by my mother ...and at that hour i was so happy that it take   only 2-3 min to finish my food..
4. I was so happy when my father presented me one bi-cycle...tears came :)

5. I was so happy when i got my class 10 th result as my result sheet was missing from school and in result book let my result was there ....

6. I was so happy when i got highest marks in few of the subjects in school ....

7. I was so happy when i got my first present for my write up ....

8. I was so happy when i came to know that i got good Rank in JEE exam

9.I was so happy when my father was happy to distribute sweets for my success in JEE exam

10. I was so happy when i  came to know that i'll be mother

11. I was so happy when my kids called me MAMA for the first time

12.I was so happy when my kids started their activities ...

13. I was so happy when my kids perform first time in stage...


i  listed few ....share few of yours :)

Lots Of Doubts.....

No Doubt life is a struggle....if we just successfully get over one problem another problem is knocking our door step...life is like this...there is no such day where we don't have new experiences...realizing now that in each and every step just make us to learn something new...sometime i just want to be relaxed and finding me at that time facing lots of difficulties to survive in this world...why situations are like this...and also after the problem got solved i just feel as if that is not at all problem ..that was just part of day to day life....
we came across lots of people in our life time and we just get closure to few of them and when we are just feeling that the person is not caring for us then lots of pain in our mind but later i feel as if it's his/her decision ...why i just want him/ her to decide in our favor ...Any ways now i came to know that  life is a dream and better  to forget /ignore all those silly things ...as life is only for few days in this beautiful earth ...when ever i just getting negative response from my near and dear one then i can get that he/she is not in a good mood and trying to show me his/her frustration....so that i can help him or her ...and i used to help as by helping i realize that he /she is more and more closure to me...how stupid i'm ....it took me so long to realize this fact ...
GOD knows i'm wrong or write ...ohhh lots of doubts in my mind ....:), but enjoying the journey of life...

Mystery moments...

yes in our life time we just met so many people in our lives and few of them are so close to our memory...

What will be your reaction if you meet some person who was dead before few years ... yes few people can experience the presence of some super natural power ...
I don't know how many of you can digest this or just making fun of this any ways i just started writing so here i'm ....

One innocent girl was there and she has just tendency to read a lot and she just wanted to do something different and always trying to do all the task of her own without depending up on anybody .... she has her younger sisters and brothers and she needs to take care of them so that her mother can prepare food and do other responsibilities ...so she used to wake up by
3 am and finished her homework by 6 am or 6.30 am ... after that she needs to take care her little bro and sisters...and all the teachers are very helpful...they guided this girl always...
life was like this going on...this girl was attached to her grandfather very much and one-day he passed away....
then after few days she felt that somebody or something(aura) was just with her always...while she was reading ...walking to shop...any where she went she felt like that ...but she was not able to see anybody ...then finally she was doing her graduation in college...she used to stay in hostel at that time... one day some college function was there
so all left ...but this girl return back as she had fever ...so she slept in hostel room...then that supernatural power(aura) was with her and this time all her friends saw that aura....all just afraid and told her after she just get well....then after few days she could realize that that was not false what she felt about some aura....then one day one ray came to her in the mid-night and told her to give her hand so that she can walk ahead ...then she denied and at that hour that super natural power told i can't live without your presence... i need you ...come to me....but she denied then that super natural power just pushed the girl and she fell down from the hostel building ...every one just surprised how this was possible....as building gate was closed by 6.30 pm... this time GOD saved her only few wounds but she was really afraid off and went back to home and told everything to her parents ...initially all just made fun of her then one day...her mother saw one ray of light above the head of that girl and while trying to see that it was just roaming around the home....then her mother believed her and tried to save her daughter's life....she just as all palmistry and astronomy people ...all told yes something is there but only that girl can get the way as she has some strange power .... then one day in night she went out with that power to a lonely place and that power told that if you want to make me free then just try to find here....and then she realized that she was in her grandparents house which was nearly 200 km from home...how she came in the night all surprised ....

Here her mother was crying as she was sleeping deeply and her daughter was not in home...then she got a call from her home that her daughter is safe and with them...

then everybody just get together in the morning and just discussed how to help that girl...
they went in search of the places wherever she asked them to search and they found their father’s ash in a pot and then they realized their mistake about not conducting the last hindu rite ceremony, and regretted their action has led to the girl’s suffering.
So all went to the triveni and submerged the ashes in the triveni sangamam and after rite ceremony at triveni...everything fine now....

Coma Experience

Coma is such a word ...which even if we just listen from anybody we just think for a while...
According to Doctors it's an unconscious state of patient and Doctors also not sure about the improvement of patient...GOD never give that state to anybody ...
coma in few words we can say- that the consciousness no longer present, and that life as we know it is not apart of this person life...
Even tears came in my eyes if i'm thinking that ...
Few years back due to one small fault of mine i was in coma for 48 hours...
yes i felt as if i was not in this world ...that world is different ...my eyes were searching but i was not able to recognize anybody...my eyes were opened according to my brother and i was in ICU and i'was not able to here any thing ...like one dead body and my brother not able to tell this to my family members as my father was heart patient and if he knew this news he might die at that sport...actually i was doing my project in Chennai...

My fault was that due to one-sided headache i just taken the ibruffen tablet which was in my purse and that expire date was just not visible ...i took that after dinner and i slept and in the morning i never got up....
so please friends check the medicine expire date before eating every time...it's my sincere request...
Thank GOD i just respond to Doctors after 48 hours ...actually GOD gave me another birth and at that hour when my Doctor asked me about my name i was not able to recall ,but when he asked me about my mother's name i replied Shakunatala....

and after that slowly i recovered...thanks to Doctors and my brother too...You can imagine my brother's situation....
yes after i got up i found so many pipes all over my body and i was just irritated and when i got up immediately i felt as if some hammer on my head...i felt as if i slept for so many years...